-- Vitrinler --

Koseleri donmeden,

dukkan vitrinlerinden sacima bakarim,

beni begenesin diye.

Koseleri donerken

araba camlarindan kendine bakar misin;

seni begeneyim deye?

O lanet koseyi donemedim gecen,

tek bir bakisimda gordum hep,

ileride sen vardin,

ben ise burada,

vitrinlerin kandirdigi genctim ben,

arabalar seni sevmis o gun,

gorunce,

dondum.

Sevmedigimden degil, yalandir o dedikleri,

ama bazan korkutur insani sevip de bilemedikleri.

mess

He always wrote easier on paper, a good mix of doodles and scribbles were covering the table but he mostly couldn't find what he was looking for.

Apathy as known to human kind is a powerful tool often used as a weapon against self-consciousness.

Being the absence of being itself, related individuals must fight the urge to keep doing what has been thought to them as “normal way of life”. Mechanics of our daily lives are presented by our habits, yes, but the consequences we face are created by the very own substential library we got; our education.

Over the years there has been events where certain individuals opposed to masses overwhelmed the desires and personal beings of thousands and penetrated into them their own ideas. This phenomena mostly known as “propaganda” have been practiced since the dawn of time. Leadership and group psychology defines the society in which we feel safe yet resign quite chained by our own thoughts.

An idea, however improbable, needs naught but time to arise in someone else's thought train. Time will give us the ideal education needed to conserve what has been asked to conserve and to get rid of what has been selected to be deleted. A couple of generations is more than enough to fulfil even the most evil desire of all human kind; absolute control over all humanity.

Therefore the greatest weapon of mass destruction; implying that destruction is a form of construction, is the creation of a youth that obeys even the most irrational order thinking that it is what he/she actually wants. Exercising power of mind through the radical way of either misinformative education or the lack of rational education itself gives those certain individuals to act like millions.

Resist the urge to stay safe;

Have your own opinions.

it isnt what we feel that it may be sometimes but real answes may undoubtly come anywhere.

A part of us may well quite precisely revolt what we may or may have not overcome throught

the ages that was in order to merely understand what is to come.

Feelings such in one hand engineering success, in other leads to self-replication.

A man fears himself the most as he knows his weak points, and in the case that he doesnt we shall call him naught but

miserable.

This is the story of a miserable guy.

He hadnt seen neither the sun nor daylight since 3 days as he recalled.

maybe that was why he wanted to pace up his schedule a little and not

sleep that morning.

he seemed rather amazed at the idea of early life yet he was bedazzled to actually

leave the house, even though he did crave some cigs. he was out since least an hour or so

thus making it even harder on him

it was always the same duo he had. coffee and a slowly lit cigarette.

this morning thing was taking that away as hed be normaly sleeping not thinking about any of it.

but there he was sitting on his canape of ikea fashion with a green steep back and half a sunbeam entering

from the semi-open curtain that he found rather unique. it had nothing to do with what he had in mind but somehow

worked great with his apartments furniture.

small pleasures such made him realise how much he liked his new place with his roommate and also,

how much he would enjoy having a cigarette watching waking of the world from his canape.

that lead to the beginning of our journey. he left the house to go to the depanneur.

and there he was outside. wearing a white jean white tshirt duo he specifically found regular but knew would look well

along a black coat.

he wanted to look different say maybe not fitting to the morning.

he had that look as if he had just woken up or havent yet slept at all.

he felt superiority over the crowd zealously walking towards their classes.

something kept him grounded to life; but it sure wasnt school.

-test-

Given the option of choice, regular humanity always heads with blind outlook.

This phenomenon produces constant deprivation.